For the next eight years, Forsman based herself in Revelstoke, British Columbia’s guiding hub, hustling to build her resumé and a viable life in the mountains. She picked up work with legendary outfits such as Icefall Lodge, Mica Heli and Valhalla Mountain Lodge. With an impressive work ethic and tenacity, she skied every day, in all conditions, and slowly honed her skills, strength, and understanding of snowpack.
But guiding comes with financial uncertainty. At the early peak of the COVID-19 pandemic, work dried up and her plans collapsed around her. Forsman wondered if she was facing a serious career SNAFU. No matter how hard she worked, every step she made towards her goal seemed to trigger a backslide twice as far. Her long-standing commitment to perfectionism just wasn’t enough. She’d tried to power through immigration hurdles, knee surgery, and being waitlisted twice for the Association of Canadian Mountain Guides (ACMG) guiding course by doubling down and working harder. But the pandemic toppled every carefully stacked card – the final guide’s exam and a scheduled knee surgery were cancelled. Then her long-term romantic relationship came to an end.
Perhaps it was time to return to Sweden, finish law school and get a “real” job?
“It felt like I was facing too many hurdles all at once, but then I realized that I love what I do; I love guiding. It’s not a perfect life — but nothing else makes me feel the same.”
Sofia Forsman